Sunday, October 3, 2010

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

bored. damn!

i want to sing.
because i'm friggin bored.
and i wanna learn how to cook. so that i could survive home alone.
and i want my sister to stop being selfish.
and i want to change myself better.
and i want to hang out with my friends more often.
and i want to spend more time with my boyfie. 
and i want so many more things, it would kill me to write them all down.
please.

you're not sorry.

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before 
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before


*you're not sorry by taylor swift.


p/s:  i know you're just a rag doll now, sewn together with memories that we might have had. i know u're just the dream inside of a dream. and dont worry, i know i dont know you, anymore. sighing~

Monday, September 6, 2010

you are not allowed to leave me. ever.

Too tired to think, too tired to write, but i never get tired of loving you, you know that sayang?
I miss you. if only saying these words would make you magically appear in front of my eyes...




p/s: sighing.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

panda.

all the things you do, i love you, yes i do.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

mistakes.

i'm considering myself as a not-so-good person. but from day to day, i try to change. hell-yeah, I'm judging me. i'm lack of good personality and excellent minded. i'm too narrow for this life. i can't lie, but i can hide. i can't speak, but i can cry.

p/s: While, i'm holding onto all this thing. i hate myself.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

:)

his voice is remedy;
his voice is courage;
his voice is strength.
he, i call boyfriend.


p/s: sisterinlaw, thanks for lend your phone for 1 hours. :) 

si debab.



p/s: tall? no comment. hahaha. btw, ily debab.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

insyallah ma.

just now i had a phone call with my mum. she said, do you know why recently there are so many cases of abandoned babies? i answered, yeah of course i know. my mum replied, so please take a very good care of yourself ok.

i love you ma. :)

i just love you.

you,
i don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand, 
i don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned. 
  i won't tell anyone how you turn my world around, 
i won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound.
i won't tell anyone.

p/s: even though u are not around, ilysvm!